Have you ever seen a fairy?

I am always amazed when I pull children's books off of my shelf and begin to read some of the stories. One such book is a collection of short stories and poems for children. Michelle must have brought it with her when we were married because I don't remember it. Today i read 'The Fairy Who Didn't Believe in Children' by: Margaret J. Baker. I wonder how many other people have read this old story. It was a charming little story full of spirit and wonder. Tinders, the fairy seeks out those mythological creatures called children and at first is disappointed by what she finds. She grows to enjoy children however and even discovers the wonders of long division in the process. I think i will read this story to Hannah tonight. I am sure she will enjoy it, and who knows, perhaps one day she will find a fairy in our garden.

Citizenship

Were are you a citizen and what does that mean? Do you ever think of how your citizenship effects your every day life? How it allows you to experience certain rights or binds you to particular laws? Who made the decision for you to be a citizen? I just remember saying the pledge in elementary school.

Citizenship is an important part of life and Paul reminds the Philippians in chapter 3:12-21 what it looks like to be a citizen of the heavenly kingdom.

There were those who didn't believe they were bound by any law, be it scriptural, moral or civil because of they had freedom in Christ. Today we call these folk antinomian. It might sound a little extreme or far fetched but this is an increasing problem in the church today. It has in part produced a sizable section of the church who don't look anything like Christ. They are described as enemies. Paul hopes they will not be the example for the church, and says, "their god is in their belly, and they glory in their shame, with minds set on earthly things." They seek what will satisfy in the short term, boasting of their meaningless conquests, and all the while looking to themselves for wisdom.

Paul's encouragement is to keep straining forward, to keep pressing in, to continue to advance. His call to them is costly but is not without reward. Don't look at the perishable but the perennial. They are citizens who are saved by Christ and will be gloriously transformed by God who has power over all things. Live a life reflective of the God we know and worship. Who is pleased to call us sons and daughters. The freedom we have in Christ is not liberty to do what ever we want because we have been saved, it is meant to give us life to live not as a person who is dead but alive.

We must imitate those who are mature and therefore learn from an imperfect person what it means to strain, press into, reach out and long for what is ahead. This is why Paul asks the Philippians to imitate him. It is why he is sending Timothy to be with them and why he hopes to make it back to them.

We must live as responsible citizens in relationship with a big God.

A Warning

Continuing in the book of Philippians, Chapter 3:1-13. Paul presents the Philippian church with a difficult issue in this passage. A group called Judaizers were telling them they must follow the law and therefore must be circumcised to follow Jesus.

His warning against this group is for their safety and to clarify how they are made right before God. As a Jew, Paul, had it all. He was a super Jew. There wasn't anyone who was better, his list of accomplishments here and in other letters, reads like an experts resume. Yet, it is all rubbish. If his righteousness depended on those things then they would be gold, but his righteousness came from God who isn't impressed with our accomplishments. Righteousness from God depends on faith.

The judaizers derived a sense of confidence in following the law. Paul argued confidence can't be found in our flesh, but in Christ alone. The question we must ask ourselves is where do we find our confidence? Some have said if we want to answer this question we should look at our checkbook. Some have said we should look around at how we insulate ourselves from harm. I think these are helpful. We place our confidence in money, things, jobs, people. Perhaps it is time to realize were we have piles of rubbish in our lives, and were we have life.

Crooked and Twisted

It has been a little while since I last posted an update on the book of Philippians. I hope to catch up a little now. I will begin with 2:11 and end with 2:30.

I am struck by Paul's words about the "crooked and twisted generation". I know I have often heard this type of language and have even used it, but I still find it difficult language. There isn't any good reason I find it tough, there is evidence of the crooked and twisted all around. I couldn't run from the reality of this generation if I tried. The truth is, my work has done nothing but show me more of the hurt, pain, destruction, and yes the crooked and twisted in the lives of people around me.

It is Paul's desire for the Philippians to see this as well. But to not just observe the perversion and darkness in the world, but to engage it. "...shine as lights in the world, holding fast to the word of life,..." This was the behavior Paul longed for from this beloved people. This is a dangerous life to live, a life all to familiar to Paul, one of sacrifice and service. Yet, these are the attributes of a follower of Christ. We are called to look different, to live different. To engage the world differently. This is what it means to "work out your own salvation with fear and trembling." To live not as you were, but as you are being made and have been made. New, by the power of the Holy Spirit, saved by the sacrifice and service of the Son and adopted into the family of our Father in heaven.

Our world is twisted and crooked, and it is our responsibility to care and to seek life for all those around us.

Eating Sand

No Emma, don't eat the sand... Gosh that's so cute I need to take a picture. Stop eating the sand... Would you just pay attention I need to get one more for mommy. Don't chew on the rocks... Just tip your cup a little, that's it, got it.

I am often reminded of my childhood when eating sand and dirt was just part of playing outside. Do you remember the thrill of sliding through the mud and the freshly planted grass seed after a good hard rain. There was just nothing like it. What about jumping in every puddle you could find as your parents were trying to find a good spot for a summer picture. I even remember helping my younger brother ignore our parents when we were supposed to be "staying clean". Especially before church, it was a weekly ritual to see how much dirt, mud and grass we could get on our pants. The best was when we got in the car without my mother seeing we had trashed our clothes until we got out at the church. It was also fun to bring bugs and small animals in the car with us. I even remember helping my brother get a snake in the trunk once.

Now it would seem, with four little children, I am going to have to experience all of these events over again. I can't decide if it is a good thing or not. Until I can answer for sure I will just keep taking pictures so I can prove later to my children that they preferred eating sand to just about anything else. I will also remember the many times a little dirt added so much to a summer day.

Green Tomatoes

Is it fair the leaves are changing color already? My eggplant is only the size of golf balls and my tomatoes may never get to be ripe and red. I do enjoy the fall, but to see the green go out of my yard and from all around me is just depressing. I know it will soon be replaced by a thick white blanket of frozen water, but it just doesn't seem right. Where will my flowers go and will they come back next year? Sure, I could have house plants, but it just isn't the same. The green can be nice but it is the orange, red, blues and purples I long for in the dead of the winter. I suppose for now I will have to be content with what little time I have left before I have to hibernate with the rest of the town. Perhaps I should get my furnace checked and put the glass back into my doors and windows. Or maybe I will wait just a little longer. The sun is out today you know.

Complete my joy

In the second chapter of Philippians, Paul begins with an encouragement, perhaps a caution, to be united. "So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any affection and sympathy, complete my joy by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind."

In our world today it is not fashionable to be united like this. We seek belonging and community, but we also seek to distinguish ourselves from others so we might get ahead and in doing so, display rivalry and conceit. Even when it looks like we are united because of some uniformity we find it isn't the case. Uniformity isn't what Paul is speaking about. In fact, Paul champions the necessity of the diversity of the body or the church and describes it as being of God's own design. This multi-ethnic, multi-gifted, multi-generational, multi-era church should be united and working together guided by Christ to be performing works of good will which edify not just the church but the world of lost people as well.

Perhaps, it is this understanding of unity Paul finds so joyful. Paul's appeal is forceful and tender. He longs for them to identify even the smallest amount of encouragement, love, fellowship and affectionate sympathy from the work of the gospel in their lives. For a man who has labored as hard and as long as Paul has, seeing the fruit of his labor brings joy into his heart. This fruit isn't produced by him, but happens were God produces it. What joy it must be and how encouraging it must be not just to Paul but for everyone who has worked so hard for the proclamation of the good news to see God changing and transforming the lives of people. Taking pagans and making a community of authentic believers in the living God.

Unified people do not all look the same, talk the same, enjoy the same things. Unified people are like minded in the mission, have the same love in them because they all believe in the giver and maker of love, and are of one spirit and one purpose. Paul continues to describe how we should live humbly and not look only at our own interest, but at the interests of others. It is this interdependent life Paul hopes to see. The type of life that hurts because we act intentionally and sacrificially. The type of life which reflects our confidence in the world to come and our place in it because of God's intentional sacrifice. The type of life which brings glory to our father in heaven. Let us not act out of 'rivalry and conceit, but in humility count others more significant than [ourselves]'.